Written on Wednesday, June 20, 2007
I am back from 2 days MC yet again..The baby is already 10 weeks and i am still throwing up like a crazy women. My gynae estimated it to last till 12 weeks..ya rite!!I hope it will go away ASAP..Its totally unbearable.I lost 2 kg again..AGAIN..can you believe it!! i am suppose to gain weight like mad now but instead i am losing weight. I hope i don't give up and admit myself into hospital with the stupid IV drip on my hand again to make me feel better.Ok enuf of dat.
I spent my weekend at home most of the time, except for Sunday nite.Went out to woodlands for hubby's bro engagement. All the best for the both of you. Make sure it lasts this time round.
Oh ya, let me just blog about this for my own knowledge.He is out. Like finally.We spoke on the phone for the 1st time after i stopped writing to him the day i got married to hub..and seriously i hated myself for remembering his voice in an instant.Conversation went pretty general till i told him i am married.Dude,i know u tried your best to hide that disapointment/sadness in your voice, but seriously, you gotta try harder.Dont let me catch you feeling sad.After years of making me feeling like shit,(before i met hub of course!)its ur turn now to squirm in jealousy, anger or watever it is..Its just too late..The letters we exhanged since 2002 is best meant to be forgotten. 2002, well even i don't know that i will be settling down happily with the man whom i picked over you..i didn't know dude..cos if i did, i would never have entertain you with my letters and as wat u said, giving you hope..too bad..u hurt me, its your turn now..the best part is knowing that you are hurt..seems that the day i waited has finally arived ..but i got to praise you for your courage to talk to me yesterday, and holding on to that convesation with me...Go ahead, pretend that you are not hurt or stung by my words..Hehe jahat sak..Anyway, i certainly wished you all the best in ur life... i no longer hate you..It was our first and last conversation.I do not want to hear from you ever again. Cos as spoken, if i am given a choice all over again, , i would rather be with my hubby right from he start...take care dude!!
Written on Thursday, June 14, 2007
Ira, this is for you..seek help before it gets worse!!! Tak happy meh sini, i tepuk2 u..
A pathological liar believes in the lies, at least at the time that she or he is talking.Their stories tend to be very dramatic.They often portray the person as being smarter, braver, more attractive, or more interesting than she or he really is. Sometimes people begin to catch onto pathological liars because of obvious flaws in the stories. A fairly young woman will describe how she manage to get promoted in a very short time and earns more than 3.5K.. A homely woman will talk about all the men who fell instantly in love with her.Sometimes the flaws may be more subtle and it may take a knowledgeable person to find them.Often it happens that a pathological liar will be caught out at a party by someone who really was a pilot, really lived in Africa, or really was a fashion model.
Suspect a pathological liar if:
-the stories seem too dramatic or unrealistic
-the lies seem to serve no purpose except to impress people or the lies can easily be shown up
-Sometimes pathological lying appears to be related to physical causes, such as problems in the brain. Other times they appear to be related to low self-esteem.
In any case, good diagnosis and treatment is needed. Contact your healthcare provider for assistance and referrals if needed.
Ira,as i mentioned to you before, you may fool the older generations of my family members but not me and the rest of the younger and middle generations. All the best...
Written on Thursday, June 14, 2007
More on yesterday's dinner..My collegues decides to take a cab to Paya lebar instead just bcos of me...thanks gals!!! I threw up anyway upon reaching there. But luckily i did not throw up after the wonderful dinner. The food was delicious, not to mention the soup,it was just perfect..Of course i will go there AGAIN with hub when i am much better...Here are the pics i took from from Ms Yanni blog
Written on Wednesday, June 13, 2007
After 8 weeks of cooping up at home, i am going to SRI BISTARI for Nasi Ayam Penyet later after work with the gals from JobsDB and also the blogger mates..Of course Yanni and the rest of my collegues following will be held resposible IN CASE i throw up and buat perangai in the train.Imagine its from Jurong to Payar Lebar!! They assuared me that they will accompany me out of the train no matter how many times for me to throw up if i cannot take it..Wah!!!!hope i wont be caught in that situation..malu sak!!!
Anyway, going out once in a while will do me good.. its so boring going home straight after work every day. Mum says that i am just scaring myself with all the ugly thoughts of throwing up..."Just don't think about it"...dats wat she and Yanni always keep on saying..ok lets see how it goes later..more updates tomorrow.
The baby is doing fine today...no throwing up till now..Oh ya, i found out that my staple drink is now 100 plus..cannot do without it!!!
Written on Monday, June 11, 2007
Here i am after a long gruelling rest.As some might have already known, i am 8 weeks pregnant. Gruelling rest due to severe morning sickness known as hyperemesis.I was 1 dehydrated woman. Got myself admitted to hospital twice.Feeling much better now but i hope it will last.Can't take it anymore.But i know its all going to be worth it.My gynae estimated that this bouts of morning sickness will last me all the way till my first trimester is over.7 July. That will be the day of my 2nd trimester..Let's see if it get better. Thanks hub and mum for being my part time maid. Both of them have been very accomodating and understanding.Everybody just relax for now cos i am feeling ok and pray for me .. I better be ok cos i am looking forward to kak Ita's wedding late July.
I got myself a new blog skin,thanks to my BF,the talented Ms Yanni.Only that others got to see it first before i did.Was to weak to do anything other that throwing up during my absence.It looks really nice..
Other than that, today was the first day of werk and it went well except for the late half of the afternoon. Tapi takpe, aku bagi kau benefit of doubts yang kau tu terlalu bodoh,pasal suka dengar cakap betina gemuk tu. Yang penting,aku dapat account aku balik...Steven was nice and understanding..Since i am all pregnant now, i will spare that fat ass bitch of any insults, humilations or maybe a slap or 2.(FOR NOW)Bila aku dah give birth, selamat ah kau.. Siap je...
